I have again fallen into the claws.

I don't talk to anyone, I mean the man wolf who betrayed me 10 months ago. 
I spoke with him. Oral sex. Kisses. Masturbation. All except sex. 
How he gave himself to see me in person after 10 months?
It's been two days I spent with him, and now he do not answer anywhere.
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"Tout pas tout dit, depends de nous. Destins fragiles, et monde hostile, on devient fous. Rien qu'une fois, rend tout plus beau. Dis-moi oui, mais non, ne dis plus jamais non! L'amour le loup. Mon coeur sous X, dis-moi oui, mais non, ne dis plus jamais non, l'amour mon loup. Mon corps sous X, call me now, allongée sur le dos, l'amour rend tout plus beau."