Elixir of life

Being able to discover a source Blood Place made me stronger. Contained blood, but you could drink like water.
When I drank from that source, my strenght came to more. Happiness throught my body. A man wolf, appeared in my life.
I swallow a lot of blood. I felt very weird, but when the blood took effect, I felt much better.
I could kiss passionately a man wolf. I held his hand. What does that mean? He is very high. Measures 1.90. I only ask that blood drink from the source of the elixir of life.
His tongue came into my throat. It burned my lips. What happened? Is it because I drank the blood?
I need to talk with him, face to face. I need to cry with him, face to face. I need to embrace, face to face. I need to kiss him again, face to face.
I don't need to fuck. I don't need to fuck. Only I need to give me love, give me love. He just wants to show me you love me.
Knowing how man wolfes are with people, How I can trsut them?