The dead afraid me, but are times that I like to dead

After to seeing well-read the history of the prince of the men wolfes (Eristoff), everything leaving badly. It seems that the prince me to thrown the curse in order that the relation between my man wolf and I go badly.
It does no answer me, does not speak to me,... I do not last more situation is. Desire enter me of dying, but I want to resist it. As this situation is still to yes, which is going ignore him, I am going to be I.
Tomorrow at 12 p.m., I want to do the oüija, to speak with the prince of the men wolfes (Eristoff). I want to ask him  to seeing that cunt is doing to me and because.
I want to return to shut in the castle of chocolat, but I cannot, a dragoon destroyed it. I do not also have Thierry Mugler's colony 8Angel), to be able to have the smell of the castle of chocolate.